PRESENCE

I do not expect the first time you were my heart ..
first time also I really do not want to be close to you ..
I really do not want to you ..

first time I'm not comfortable with you ..
first time also I hope you will stay away ..

I really do not want you

but ..
now changed
presence during this change my feelings to you ..
but ..
would be changed if we did have to split

presence makes me confused
presence makes my mind messed up
presence makes my life weak
without you

first time I think you will be sorry
first time also I thought you were going to cry
indeed it otherwise ..

and now my decision
and now I have decided
it makes a good decision, but I did not ..